Friday, September 9, 2011

Idiot, Fucking Idiot

I haven't been online in awhile. I'm sure you've all been real fucking worried. "Oh no, where'd the queen bitch go? We miss her telling her why we're fucking idiots." Yeah, I bet that's exactly how you dumbasses reacted.

No, it isn't. You didn't care. I just slipped into the background and no one thought to fucking ask for a month what happened. Makes me feel so loved.

Funny story. Alex needs to learn how to log out of his goddamn accounts before he goes run off to play the idiot hero saving his unobtainable lover. This kid could be smart, even I have to fucking admit that but, damn, the obvious goes right over his fucking head.

I told him not to go. I fucking told him not to go. Maybe I'm getting soft. Maybe it's because I lost Damien. I lost fucking Damien. Whatever. Doesn't fucking matter. I tried to get it through his shitty peabrained skull that running off to the red brick building was just a stupid ass idea.

I guess I can't blame him. I know what it's like to be an arrogant motherfucker. I feel the loss of Judith too. But goddamn, grow a fucking brain, kid.

He got a phone call today. Fucking Judith's voice on the phone. She was scared. She was panicked, but she was elated too. She said that last week, TheArsonist disappeared from her head. Same day Damien died. No idea how the fuck that works. No fucking idea. Makes me skittish. Judith said she's trapped in the building. Begged Alex to come find her. Then the fucking static started... and she started screaming.

It was there with her. The monster that fucking took Damien was with her.

Alex wanted to rush in. Stupid fucking idiot. Just like Zeke, diving into the most fucking dangerous place without a plan or a care. I told him to wait. I told him to fucking think. I didn't feel like having to go pull another moron out of the goddamn fire. He agreed.

And now I get home from getting groceries and I have to fucking do it anyways. How fucking great is that?

If I'm not back by tomorrow, I'm dead. He's dead. Judith is dead. We're all fucking dead. It isn't gonna happen, though.

I'm queen bitch. I'm too fucking good for that.

-Kiera

3 comments:

  1. Alright, you bitch, I've had it with you. Who do you think you are? First off, you act like a bitch towards Alex just because he didn't know that Damien's blogs weren't fictional. Then, even when he was genuinely trying to make things right, you STILL act like a bitch. Here's some advice: use stronger tampons, 'cuz the one's you're using aren't working.

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  2. Uh,hatguy,you might wanna check the date she posted this.
    And this "If I'm not back by tomorrow, I'm dead. He's dead. Judith is dead. We're all fucking dead. It isn't gonna happen, though."
    Does making fun of dead people make you feel good ?

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  3. A point appears to have been missed here. The point being that she was not a bitch to him not because he thought Damien's blogs were fake, but because he was taking someone else's work (i.e., the blog written by Damien, Dreams in Darkness/Watch This City Burn) and presented it as his own work.

    You know, plagiarism. Or even just attempting to cash in on someone else's fame. Taking someone else's blog and attaching your name to it without the creator's permission.

    Oh, wait, I think I know why you identify with Alex so much now....

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