I did an experiment today. I opened the book from the back instead of the front, just so I'd get a glimpse at the last page. This is what I found. I think this may be the last thing Damien ever wrote outside of his blog.
He's everywhere. I swear to god he's fucking everywhere. Only writing to stay SANE only writing to stay hole.
Oh god he's everywhere. In my house outside in my fucking head he's everywhere and I cant begin to stop him the bone does nothing Arsonst was wrong its nothing just a fuckin bone and he just watches why the fuck are you just watching
KILL ME FUCKING KILL ME ALREADY
Let me go see Amelia and Em and Ted. I don't care anymore about this. I just want to die. I just want to see them again. Why won't you take me to them? Why am I left here with all my mistakes? Kill me too. Please kill me too.
I just want to see them again."